Wildwood COTD: 9 of Arrows (14th May)

This card has the keyword; DEDICATION to it. However, I felt very far from it yesterday. If you look at the card, the lady in the blue dress with the ivy patterned shawl looks sad as she tries to play the bow with the arrow. I certainly did not feel very protected nor very dedicated. Like her, I felt sad. But I have no explanation as to why.